oh dear...this blog is so dead.
how?
last sun was a working day at optical shop...din do much..coz im kindof "everything dunno"
the rest were busy with their own stuff, so i try not to disturb them and handle the customers myself.unless no choice, really stunnued by their qns..
hmm, let me see if i rmb their names...jeremy, raymond, andy, muffie(erm, i dunno how to spell!)yup, got to meet four of them, one more i should be ableto see himthis coming sun!
and because i need to work, i had to sacrifice my outing with the girls! omg...
i quite scaredof the optom there, raymond...dunno, but i guess he has the aura that makes me afraid of him. but he is a nice guy though...
hope this sunday is a pleasant day too!
they were very warm towards me...make me less nervous on my first day...so lucky me! they like to joke! but they were much older than me! hmm, the youngest, raymond, was 29/30 yo!the rest 31 32 36...wowow~ a bunch of older men...
having blisters now on both my legs...thanks to the heels...which i reluctantly had to wear as i forogt to buy my blackie flats on sat!
but i got it yesterday...so i shall be comfortable on sunday! hehe

today was BV prac test. i realise i cannot partner guys for pracs...sure will make mistakes. the previous cl fitting prac also. i answered mrs tan's qn wrong...her qn caught me by surprise.that i totally forgot about it...askme anything and i will stare at you blankly...serious blockkkk
hope and hope i wun fall....

erm, seriously, during prac we have to make the lecturer say"confirm plus chop the recording is like that" den we can proceed..else this lecturer says this, that lecturer say that...we will be confused. for one of the recording today, i had always recorded that way, and had always let lecturers check, and they had nv corrected me. but today, i was corrected not to record that way!! omg
now im so worried
tmr slide test for cl fitting...all the best to me!

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photos uploading! into facebook...slowly slowly...
anway, today wad the first day of the open house of the 5 polys...
me and lyn went for the second shift, which was from 1 to 3.30pm
once we reached there, we just started introducing when the secondary school students approached our booth...nice people!
we had them to play with some optical illusions... colour vision testings...and let them see the test for stereopsis etc
quite few stuff actually...so we were like talking and talking non stop...
never tried to talk for so long before, i kept drinking water to quench my thirst.
i was impressed by one of the optical illusions...the albert einstein and marilyn monroe...
with glasses, we will see albert einstein, and after removing glasses we will see marilyn monroe...other than that, those without specs can simply converge ur eyes and it works as well!
nice!
and another one was the counting of the number of Fs in a particular sentence...me and lyn failed that! there should be a total of 6 Fs, but we only saw 3...know why? cozwe simply missed out the F from all the 3 "of" in the sentence... our brain cannot process the word of so people tend to miss that out... fun?

basically, it was interesting to help out there!

after that we just took a walk around the open house and met shichieh and tzehoon before home sweet home!
on the train, there was this cute malay baby girl... quite chubby and she like to smile...tzehoon just moved and eyebrow and that can make her laugh too! adorable kiddo! ^^

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hi!

i can even cry reading a book!

yesterday was in the mrt, reading this book by Lurlene McDaniel...two stories in a book: Too young to die and Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forever



this two stories were talking about the same girl Melissa who was so poor, but very very good in her studies. she had a mom, elder brother and a best friend Jory. her life was so nice when even the school's most popular guy wanted to date her. But it all ended when she started to have bruises out of nowhere. And finally, diagnosed with cancer.



she was angry, at everything, everyone and her mother...she said it was her mother's fault for it was her mother who had brought her to the world and brought her to this torture. she had very beautiful hair, but she cut it before the chemo did...



she underwent chemo, and she turned for the better. she went into remission(means the chemo worked for her, she is well, and if she is able to remain in remission for 5 years, means she is fully recovered from leukemia...)



she did, went into remission, and her life went back to normal...just for one year..

and she went back to the hospital, with her relapse.

this time round chemo does minimal help. only a transplant can lead to some miracle...the bone marrow was from her brother. after the transplant, she showed signs of rejection. she struggled for a very long time, when the signs of rejection subsided. everyone thot she was well, but in the end, it wasn't the rejection...it was something else. Meningitis had her heart damaged...so her heart gave way one night...

she left letters for her mom, brother and Jory. really touching ones... she was only 17 when she died,when everything starts for her as a highschool girl. she should be doing everything she should as a 17 year old. instead, she was forced to stay in the hospital for months and months. despte all the fighting and optimism, she was still taken away.

Rain fall on the just and unjust

right, isn't it? There is not really such a thing that good people gets the good endings while the bad ends up terrible...

17 was supposed to be a happy year for melissa, where she gets all the scholarships she longed for and romance to go for. however, she had to turn mature, face this battle, a tough and invading battle. she lost in the end, but she taught people around her to become more tough, mature and most importantly, to cherish the ones around when they are till able to.

Had i forgot to mention rachel? yup, this little 4 year old was a very good little sister to melissa. they met int he hospital, rachel suffers from luekemia as well. but she died as well.. she was such a dear.

i just feel sour when i got to know that melissa died. so tears just dropped...
Rain fall on the just and unjust

learn to cherish, live happy and face it, when anything come your way.

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just got back from korea!
nice holidays....
details shall wait...photos even later
hee
have hundreds of photos to load...think i can upload all of them? kill me please..
had an enjoyable time there
with the peopl there...nice and professional tour guide...its nice to listen to her...her name was annie! she wasnt from korea, but married from taiwan to korea..
then there is the assistant, brad. korean guy...
like at least there is one out of all that i saw was good looking =S
not me say he is good looking!
haa

last day, which was yesterday, at the incheon airport, was pissed off with this auntie...i went to buy some donuts for my parents. when i came back, i saw the younger ones sitting down there waiting so i gave them two...ok, i know i only bought 4...excluding myself...coz i dun wanna eat. in the end, i din buy for the others and this auntie came to my dad and said,"u cannot like that, if wanan buy, must buy for all the rest, coz its not nice to buy for yourself only." waaa, after i heard that, i was so pissed man!

its not that i am stingy that i dun wanna buy for them to eat...and its not only for me or for my parents can, i bought for the kids too lo!

before she said that, we were queuing for the checking in of the luggauges. then she saw me passing the donut to my dad, she was like,"wa nv buy for us to eat! we also haven eat lehh" so i offered her, den she say"dun want la, full already" she even show the pissed face la...

am i wrong?
i din buy for them coz there isnt enough time, and i dunno if they wanna eat and eat what!
later i buy and they all dun like how? she finish for me?

initially i thot she was a nice auntie, but in the end...think she only think of herself and her brothers and sisters and the kids.
once my parents were the lastest to come down form the hotel, she was like telling me, "next time u come down, check on your parents first." whatever la!
pissed...
her husband buy stuff for his relatives also cannot! wth!
keep saying buy so much for what all the relatives were there already, no need buy le la...
but in fact the relatives who were there were relatives from her side, and not her husband side! husband's side relatives not family? cannot buy for them?

these eight days i totally changed impression of her!

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today met up with meieng, jasmine and shuping for shopping at orchard 313...they were doing their christmas gift shopping whie me adn shuping considered window shopping..
after that, jasmine went off and we went for dinner at far east with qingren...
he hosting a potluck gathering at his place but me cant go!
coz it on the 27th....

finished packing luggage already and had a checklist for tmr...in case i din gat anything important into the luggage!
had a dream last week, dreamt that i went on a holiday without my handphone and camera charger! disastrous man! but the place i went to was london and not korea! haha!

i also had my "extra" table cleaned and cleared...haha, like more spacious now...
=D
alright, signing out!

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counting down to 8 more days!
today went for the O school recital at republic poly... simply great! especially the O crew, which are the dance instructors.
marvalous....
just maybe the sound system wasnt that heart throbbing, so maybe the effect to the audience wasnt much carried. some parts wasnt exciting, but just feeling "wa, very cool!" instead of "WOW VERY COOL!"
tired, mon, to school for the videoing for our gems assignment... hope cant chop chop finish, dun wanna drag and drag and dragggg.
we still need to think of plot and plan how to shoot etc... hmm

going for vaccination in the moring, hopefully....
argh i hate needles poking into my arm...though it isnt pain, but it just look so intimidating to me...

i should start excercising my arms, else i cant do what i always wanted....which is to donate blood...
i dun wanna be there and being told that they cant do the job, coz its difficult to get my blood to fill that one packet!
so maybe i cant excersice my arm, den with clearer vessels, they can do the job easier!
but still if i can donate, i need the courage to go for it as well!

timid girl girl~

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tralalaa~ today went for lessons as usual...and the test was...er herm....i got no idea how it will turn out. just did what i know, and hope for the best?
our class only lynnie going for the chiang rai overseas itp trip...all others...*sigh*
im not as bold as lyn i would say... coz if im the only one going for the trip, i will be omg! can i withdraw??
she just said it will be like an orientation camp haha! coz all of us arent that close to the other classes...
and these few days was quite pissed with myself...coz i kept forgetting stuff...like today, forgot to do my bino vision lab quiz AGAIN
other than that, there are other stuff im not pleased with myself...
well, have to slap myself awake!

bye!

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hi!
so long ago was my last emo post...
but now, no..
spmp coming to an end, and the last part of it, i just hope it is not screwed...

my gems module, human dieases, was fun!
first think we covered was heart dieases and watched a few videos on it...
so now we know what causes the increased risk of an heart problem!
we even watched the process of the heart transplantation video!!! cool and i can say...the human heart is....CUTE

and ya, the birth process, was even ewww... moms are wonderful is what i can say=D

now doing on infectious dieases, and saw some really bad sides from the industry, not in SG though...D=

hmm, went for the chiang rai overseas itp interiew...though i think it was not necessary, i think i did not do so good in it la.. but nvm, i was prepared not to be selected!

the cl fitting prac test was not very well done as well, just hope it still survivesssss

finally today my parents going to exchange for korean money... these few days was like checking the rates everyday and it stays almost stagnant...maybe 1 or 2 won up and down.. so today, just go for it and exchange...

yesterday was Arron Yan's birthday! haha random..
mst's coming how!!!

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I'm a boring person, i understand...
ppl have slowly and gradually removed me out of their lives...
i just know that.

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tralala~
very sweet email i received just now...i think i got it before, just forgot about it...
about these two person who taught us our first things in life, first words and spent the time watching over us....den when we get older, bigger, we neglected them.

really, i cant stand seeing some elders sitting alone in the living room watching tv...ok, maybe i wun go there talk to him or her, but i just dun have a nice feeling. for instance, i saw my uncle sitting there watching tv alone in the living room, while we were in the room chatting and laughing. suddenly, i felt so bad, i can say i'm not exactly close to my uncle coz we dun really talk... we belong to differnt parts. like when i'm over for dinner, the parents will be tgt, and we young ones will be tgt...so we dun really interact...just once in a while...

so that time, when i saw my uncle sitting there alone, i felt so bad and uncomfy, but i cant bring myself to sit down to talk to them, coz i know i'm no good at talking to him, so i just went to the toilet and back into the room to my cousins.

he gave me a feeling like he was bored, but no one was there to accompany him, and he cant do anything about it.
but that was not the case.. we will talk to him, he will laugh and joke with us...most of the time!
just that it was that particular day, he looked so lonely to me.

i wonder if my parents will be like that one day...
coz one of them will go away sooner or later, one before the other.
me and brother will have our own lives, and they will be all alone...it breaks my heart by just thinking of it...

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tmr is school day!
ohmygosh, everyday waking up at 6 is torturous...luckily i have got my mommy to wake me up when i cant in the morning! ^^

last night, my laptop scared the hell out of me. i left it on while i do my stuff outside, den when i came back, it was blacked-out, and i cant turn it on again!
i was so panicky that i even went to the HP's webbie and left an email telling them the problem. after which, i came back to my room to check it out again, den i saw the power light blinking...so i tried by bringing the whole lappy to my parents' room and plug it in. and it works! so in simple terms, i'm freaked out by something small and dumb!

fri was shopping day with parents but main purpose was to get our winter clothes!
and i got it, a red one! muahaha...=DD

new HK tvb drama, 有营主妇。。。it should be not bad, so i will slowly watch it!
now i wanna catch others as well, like erm...the next from the 学警 series. but i dunno how to read the two words behind...
also, 古灵警探B it should be cute too, but i have started...

ohmy so many....nvm, slowly..^^

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lala, today went jurog safra for kbox!
oh, so nice to sing at kbox...
it was quite different from the ones i went before....the decor i mean.
so oldies kind of style.

i wanna go to the playground there!
i sound like a kid...but really wanna go check it out!
its three storeys high!
sometimes its nice to reminisce those childhood times when u are given a chance you know... =D

yesterday to doreen's house.
the purpose there is to go play wii...
wii fit is useful? i dunno...maybe yes maybe no...
playing games, like training balancing skills, aerobics, or yoga!

well, the main point was not on the wii fit...it was cooking MAMA!
liked that game!
played on a Nds and iphone...but never tried on wii before...totally different man...
we were like taking turns and to make a fool of ourselves...coz we dun really know how to play yet!
and yup, had a really really good good laugh!!!
these two days were nice and sweet...what about the next few?

school is starting next week..
gems...Human Disease-past present future...taught by a lecturer whom i dun really like, coz he is like full of weird things...i cant expect or predict what he is going to do...but yup, one more sem of gems and it will be gone!

monday...its an 8 to 6 day 1 for year 2 sem 2!
ohmygosh

tmr going out with cousin...to shop!
i hope i can get something not very expensive yet pretty and able to keep me out of the winter cold in december in korea!
i guess i'm asking for too much, haha...winter clothes...any cheap ones? i guess not!
but my parents went to check out the prices without me the other day...and they told me they were like 150 bucks...
ohmy, though its not my money, but i feel bad about my parents pocket...

i love winter. this season may mean having to wrap myself in thick clothes and turn myself into a round ball or dumpling. but winter is beautiful...to me...
=D

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timetable is out!
not as horrible as before...
mon will be the longest of the week, till 6pm
tue, at 2pm
wed to fri is till 12!
muahaha, but that is without gems...
with gems, either wed or fri will be ending at 3...

yesterday out with doreen, tzehoon, shichieh, szeyin...to get present for yumin and szeyin...
was nice to be out with them after not seeing them for a month! haha

byee!

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