wait till I'm a little refreshed den I can update... coz now I'm kinda 3/4 dead...

Labels: exhuasted

Yea, I'm in a ready-to-drop state. 80% of my energy drained. I will need one full day of sleep to replenish i guess...
These few weeks after i started working and after the housekeeping at the warehouse, I feel very tired everyday, getting all listless at the end of the day.
Now whenever I get a seat in the MRT, I will sleep. Initially I can still read e book that I have, but now its a total impossible thing.
I just got home, bathed. I came back from company's D&D....super EXHUASTED! I did laugh alot but i just get even more tired. And today was the highest alcohol intake for me for the 17 years=/ I had a glass of red wine. Ain't suppose to drink but I thought it was a once in a while thing so i just went ahead.
Idrink until i can feel my ears grew warm and they we went red!
I had photos but I needa sleep now, those pictures, lets wait okie? haha

Labels: worn out

Labels: my heart skipped a beat

today was 大舅妈's death anniversary. Its been 6 years. Long as it seems...
I chanced upon a photo, a family picture consisting of the whole family and her godson.
I missed her. she was gone when I was P5. I still remember it was during exams.
Maybe I'm more brave when I'm younger. I tend to be more emotional as I grow older. I think more as I grew. The more i think, the more I missed her and my other auntie. she was the first closed relative who left me. That was the first funeral I went. I will never forget how we cried and yelped when we saw her off during her cremation. It was through this piece of glass. She was just infront of us but she cant see us, cant feel us. During the funeral, I was all alone at night sitting beside the coffin and burning joss papers while they were outside. Those distant relatives said I was quite brave that I can be there alone. At that time, I dinthink of so much, I onlyknow that that was the only thing I can do, and not that I want to be brave or I really am brave. I'm not at all brave or strong. My cousins have already picked themselves up and carried on their lives without their mother. But me, I will still cry whenever I'm emotional and think of them. People are born to and to die. No one can stop it or prevent it. All of us will go through that, just that whether you are strong enough to let it sink into the bottom of your heart, letting them become a memory and not a burden. I held back tears and hushed. I cant cry, not now at that moment. Not when I'm about to get stronger and tougher.

Labels: memories that belongs to the little corner of my heart

Labels: tralalala

Yo! Had my last post few days ago...so now, its a brand new post! Wahaha =)

Labels: all in one post

Labels: Im just simly tired, Thats all.

Labels: cannot talk

What happened? I dunno...having sore throat! Irritating la! geez..-.-
i've been drinking loadsa water and popping lozenges but no use.. losing my voice progressively...haish...
today i had a great laughing time during lunch time...^.^
the 'quite new' guy in the office was so funny lo...those working with him says, 'dunno if i should be angry or to laugh when talking to him! "
He is a nice guy and hardworking too. Colleagues loved to tease him coz he did something worth us to tease hehe=)
Today i gave my colleagues yet another scare. Almost hit by a van(a slow one). I was holding my umbrella n i din c the second vehicle behind the lorry. So I assumed the coast was clear after the lorry past me, and I walked out onto the road, when the van immediately drove past me. The van was quite close to me and I got scared and hopped back to the kerb. Really din see the van, coz my umbrella was blocking my view.

Labels: surely i owed him in my previous life

Labels: tralala

Labels: its gonna be hard

Labels: wanna grow taller hee

okie, i admit i noob..i was spending time meddling with blogspot.com :/

but but but, i got it, i know liao haha. chose the skin for quite some time, and finally decided on this(thanks to shu neh! hee) its simple and nice:>

went for my niece's one month old celebration. Finally saw her again! Cheers! Babies do grow fast, she was still small but this time when i saw her, she definitle looks bigger in size! Carried her and walked around. She so cute!

Alright, i think i like babies, not kids. I'm no good with kids. At my cousin's house, came many little kids (but i know none of them..) think only around 4-7 years old? They were running in the house like nobody's business! Goodness.. They screamed and shouted and we cant even hear ourselves talking. Quite intolerable.. :S

I like to play with babies, but if there is one or two in my house, I may go nuts. Imagine having them shouting running playing. Want to feed them also so difficult! haha!

Had to slim down!!! Two of my cousins getting married this year end! 2 months...have 2 months to slim down. hafta be more more more motivated! I'm not greedy? just 5 more kg will do..ok maybe a little too ambitious..

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