Friday, January 23, 2009 12:23 AM
Counting down! 3 days to Chinese New Year!!!
okie, I'm kinda bashed by erm, tests and assignments?
lala!
but I'm sure, very fast You will see me enjoying my holidays liao...wahahaha
Gems hor...i really dunno how i should do it...
i die die wanna use that idea...but it seems a mission impossible?
where to find old couples? erm i mean have lar, but they willing to let me take pictures of them?
randomly, i cut my hair! for those who dunno haha.
i am said to look even more kido in it!
dunno if i should be happy to hear that..haha...but its always good to be young!
yesterday i was on the bus...
then i felt really really bad...
coz i was sitting down.....
okie it was like that.....
i board a bus. was standing initailly but i saw a seat so i went to sit down. the seat was like 4 in a row along the window kind...not the two by two one...
so beside me was a mother and her daughter.
then a pregnant lady board the bus.
i was supposed to be the one giving up my seat.
in the end is the mother and her daughter beside me who stood up to let the pregnant lady sit.
throughout the journey on the bus, i feel like having a hole where i can hide inside.
felt so helpless and coward and weak.
i dunno, but i just feel so bad about it.
i eanted to stand up, but my butt just dun listen to my brain...
so i stay stuck onto the seat.
another incident. i feel so useless too.
was on the MRT.
it was a little cram but i mange to have a space for me to lean on next to the door.
after some time, when the train went underground, a lady ard her 20s or early 30s was not feeling well.
i knew it coz she was very pale and suddenly she squatted down holding on to the handle.
No one, including me, care about her. they just look at her and then treated that they didn't see anything.
whilst i stood there. i reached for my tissue when i saw her sweat.
but again, i stood there.
looking at her all the while.
until sometime later another lady finally asked if she was alright. and coincidentally, someone got off the train and she could get her seat.
really i felt so useless at that point of time.
i was thinking, why am i not doing anything?
why am i just standing there and staring at her and holding my tissue paper?
it's not like the tissue paper can fly over to her on its own.
she looked so pale and sick.
but there is something i was pissed. (though i count myself same category as them)
those sitting down....they did not bother to give up their seat to her!
anyway, really sad to say, i am not a good person...
Labels: thrifty is virtue you know
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