AHHH!
i wanna scream now you know, its finally over, exams all over!
now nothing can be done or change anything, so simply means i can do nothing!
sosososo, i shall place my mind on other things. likeee upcoming chalet?
hees, dunno why, but i look forward to it!
coz its DOPT 1B 05 first chalet okay.
we thought of a lot thigns to do, play, eat!
2nd to 4th at sentosa!
so today went out with Yumin(hey i almost typed Yumi!), Szeyin and WangC(wangsi).
first to lakeside near fuhua to eat the so called nicest ban mian haha. i think we think its best coz we got used to the taste not that its taste was really superb. but i really like the yi mian down there. yummY!
n i waited for them forrrr 40min? ym waited longer heee.
next to SPGG for bowling, jeez=D
this time i not last out of us four hehe, thanks wangC.
today's weather is super duper warm la, sweat like leaking tap....
after two games of bowling went IMM Giant to walk walk, check out the prices for the things we had to get for the BBQ, so that we dun over exceed budget...
slowly the time ticked and ticked by, it 6 plus so we sat down to calculate the prices and really, our budget rather tight uh. but everything shall turn out alright=D

anyway, the start of 2009 was unusual for me i think, coz i was in a different studying enviroment, where my school term had not end when it was the start of the new year. everything feels so different. alot of things happened, be it among friends or my family. i took things from a different angle. and realise alot of things was superficial and to really see the inner part of it, we had to encounter alot to know. but i know, when i feel scared and helpless, i can turn to some people where they can stay by me, give me a pat on the head to tell me everything will be okay.

one has to grow up, nothing can stay the same. something really dramtic can happen to you, but realise something, the world still goes round, the day still get engulf by the dark. the night still ends with the sun shining over you the next morning.

however, if one really feels depressed, cry is just the remedy. let the tears run. let emotions get control over for once. i thought i can hold it in but that can never really happen, coz it still fell when i saw them. its just happens so naturally, thus dun be stubborn thinking that you can control everything happening coz you cannot. tears had to fall when the time comes, but hold it there when the time is not ripe.

i'm learning and slowly is achieving what it should be.

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Rawr!
hello, today was the second paper down!
what's next?
study for the last TWO papers!
wowee~

u know u know, singing is the best thing in the world! haha, second for me...is exciting rides!
i wanna go amusement parks! where i get to ride all sorts of rollar-costers! provided i have someone to accmpany me coz definitely, i'm not going up to the monstrous seat all alone!
all u have to do is to take a deep deep breath...., pull your courage from its hiding place, sit gently onto the seat of the ride, close ur eyes, put on any safety belts provided, and YOUR READY to GOOO!

finally the next thing is to scream scream and SCREAMMMMM~~~
else u will suffer from internal pressure or injury haha!

it is gonna be difficult i know, but it will be fun, coz you never know what will happen unless you try and experience it yourself!

i dunno why i'm writing this, but that is simply what i'm thinking right now and this particular moment.

Valentine's day no, the day after that is on sunday, went out with dearest frenz. SHURONG, BRENDA, JINGWEN! xinyi and hilary was not able to come....which is an extremely sad thing!

swensen's lunch, dessert, gift exchange, walk walk, bought yet another tee together, trained to jp.... all these little little events, shall all be chained together, one by one and kept, inside my heart.

i really really hope we can stay as frenz together forever. i once thought if i am in college with you guys, how will it be like? will it be better or will it be worse?
i dunno the answer to that, but i am some sort happy to stay like as it is now. though i cant see you guys everyday like before, but still keeping in contact.

i am trying very hard not to be have a regret like before. i dun wanna be crying coz i lose some important people, but i wanna have tears which are falling coz i'm happy to have these important people by my side.

i may not be a sensitive fren, but i am really glad that i had frenz like u all.

to me, you all are just like my family members, not able to lose, and i cant afford to lose you all.

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i know i should not be thinking of this at this time, but....
i will keep thinking of you, you, you, you and you every now and then!
sunday...i hope can go out uh, coz i had such a weird feeling that parents wun allow?
pray hard pray hard!
my girls from 4e4'07! i wanna go on a trip with u all! hehe, very random i know.
last night, i tossed to and fro in my bed and just cant get myself to fall asleep.
i thought of going on a trip....free and easy or backpacking.
it will be such a real interesting experience!
i had thoughts as suggested. haha!
i thought of several countries to go to, to japan, aussie, new zealand, ETC.
thoughts are easy coz just daydream will do. but when putting it to reality, many things need to be considered. like money, need to do homework about the countries, preparation!
it will be a dream come true!
when will we 6 not short of 1?

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tmr marks the end of Chinese New Year! aww~
these fifteen days are too short!
yesterday relatives came over for dinner and my mom prepared steamboat! plus a BBQ stove? or i dunno what is that called...
eat very little lor, cos i cant sit there and eat from start to end right?
hee, exams coming, and left one more test to be down on wed. ocular physio.
patho test was terrible coz i have got serious mental block, and now all i could hope for is to pass the test, and need not forward that module! D=
now i need to finish RWP report writing and study for my test and exams!
jiayou to all who are having or going to have tests and exams..!

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Wella, gonna study for the test tmr soon soon.

New year was half way through, or gonna be over soon?

the previous post was bad...

but now, everything was back onto the right track again!

new year was aweaome. last week everyday i was to visit some relatives!

though reluctant, but i still went along.

hey hey, not that i'm being mean, not wanting to visit them, but really, sometimes i just have nothing to say to them and i will be sitting there doing nothing.

but angpaosss wowowow~

hee and of course, gambled. without fail!

was fun man!

hehe~

i shall start saving for many stuff!

like erm, a new phone, but i dun think i can get myself a nice and expensive one coz it will just be pathetic in my hands.

and a camera, digital one i mean

i know i said many, but i cant think of anything now!

heh, so shall abruptly end here!

byeee~

o.o

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