AHHH!
i wanna scream now you know, its finally over, exams all over!
now nothing can be done or change anything, so simply means i can do nothing!
sosososo, i shall place my mind on other things. likeee upcoming chalet?
hees, dunno why, but i look forward to it!
coz its DOPT 1B 05 first chalet okay.
we thought of a lot thigns to do, play, eat!
2nd to 4th at sentosa!
so today went out with Yumin(hey i almost typed Yumi!), Szeyin and WangC(wangsi).
first to lakeside near fuhua to eat the so called nicest ban mian haha. i think we think its best coz we got used to the taste not that its taste was really superb. but i really like the yi mian down there. yummY!
n i waited for them forrrr 40min? ym waited longer heee.
next to SPGG for bowling, jeez=D
this time i not last out of us four hehe, thanks wangC.
today's weather is super duper warm la, sweat like leaking tap....
after two games of bowling went IMM Giant to walk walk, check out the prices for the things we had to get for the BBQ, so that we dun over exceed budget...
slowly the time ticked and ticked by, it 6 plus so we sat down to calculate the prices and really, our budget rather tight uh. but everything shall turn out alright=D

anyway, the start of 2009 was unusual for me i think, coz i was in a different studying enviroment, where my school term had not end when it was the start of the new year. everything feels so different. alot of things happened, be it among friends or my family. i took things from a different angle. and realise alot of things was superficial and to really see the inner part of it, we had to encounter alot to know. but i know, when i feel scared and helpless, i can turn to some people where they can stay by me, give me a pat on the head to tell me everything will be okay.

one has to grow up, nothing can stay the same. something really dramtic can happen to you, but realise something, the world still goes round, the day still get engulf by the dark. the night still ends with the sun shining over you the next morning.

however, if one really feels depressed, cry is just the remedy. let the tears run. let emotions get control over for once. i thought i can hold it in but that can never really happen, coz it still fell when i saw them. its just happens so naturally, thus dun be stubborn thinking that you can control everything happening coz you cannot. tears had to fall when the time comes, but hold it there when the time is not ripe.

i'm learning and slowly is achieving what it should be.

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