Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:32 AM
having swollen lower eyelid is annoying. coz somehow, very uneasy without my full scope of vision!
and it was red! omg, i had totally no idea at all why i had this swollen eyelid out of the blue.
dampened my mood to blog D:
tue was no longer a "no break" day for our class, and will be having an relatively early lunch break from 10 to 12pm. and from then, all the way till 5pm is the last lesson.
the start of the semester was kind of uneasy. coz the first day of lesson was practical on one of the "big" modules. and really had our hands on with the equipment.
it feels weird...
and i'm so tired. dealing with several stuff at the same time. but i hope my tutoring doesn't affect my studies. though i'm not good a student.
i wanna get overseas, get a degree overseas. GPA 3.0
i dunno, i lack of confidence. the further i pass through the weeks, the more inferior i get.
i thought i coud do it, but in the end, it just shows it does not.
twice, i get myself deceived by my own actions. i was the one without the knowledge. who can i blame on?
sometimes i dun wanna talk doesn't mean anything, just mere feeling inferior.
u may ask, why feel inferior? you can one la....must have confidence....and so on so forth.
Labels: silence mean a thousand million words to me
``swEEt``
