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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 11:14 PM

today is yet another disappointment for me, but it guess i'm alright already.
i have got some problems with my laptop which i dunno how to solve...and it is really maddening...
sometimes, bad things come in a chain, and may not even stop unless the worst in the chain comes.
recently i'm getting touchy and may just flare up easily.
when things dun go your way, you get irritated and for me, i'm more bad tempered, so the effect is definitely more...
you may seem to be surrounded by people whom you claimed to be close with, but in the end, when the dark sets in, everything is gone and exposed. finally, at the end of the day, you will still be alone facing everything yourself. fighting to be strong, fighting to be steady, fighting to be back to the real you.

i hate the feeling to be alone...
hate it...as it just fill me with fear...
last night there was a blakout at home and i was all alone in the dark. it was already nine plus, so outside was dark and i was freaked out initially...luckily there was light outside my house, so i just stood there at the door to call my parents. parents not at home, brother overseas...that feeling yesterday when the light went off was really devastating. because i know, even if i cried, no one will come for me...i can only depend on myself, feel around for my phone and switch on the flash light. only then can i see somethings around me, and only then i got a little calmer.

i wasn't daring at all...i'm just a timid little weakling...

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Friday, July 24, 2009 9:33 PM

somehow i dunno why, blogger had no bigger box, only this preview box, which is soooo small...
just have to make do with it....

suddenly thinking back to the same old issue...
maybe i was thinking too much, expecting too much...from them...
am i?
i wanted to convince myself that i should not be so persistent about certain things, that they are different from my secondary school friends.
but really difficult, because i don't see why is there a difference...
should i go to the extent that i have to take whatever she say as something that i can forget after hearing? i hope not, but i can feel that i am turning that way...
disappointed is all i can say, and i really dunno how to face them...

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Thursday, July 16, 2009 11:42 PM

today had a so called fun prac!
clinical optom 1, slit lamp!
13 hours allocated, and today was a start...so what do we do?
had demos etc for the first hour++, after which, hands on to the slit lamp...
it was really cool....to see the eye at like 10x magnification! see the lid margin etc...lift upper and lower eyelid, den hmm, the "fun" come in for today...evert upper eyelid. in simple terms, flip eyelid!
before today, i will get disgusted when i see people flip their own eyelid...but now, i think i wasn't that disgusting afterall...
i was a difficult one coz my lids are a bit tight, and poor szeyin had to try so many times! so demoralising for her! aww...

it was quite fun though, coz we are learning new things!
i hope i can faster learn it well, and not be a blur headed examiner...hopefully...

after the prac, went tuition, and that kid was really hyper!, i get so tired after teaching her...what a 6 year old kiddo...
then went to pass hilary her birthday present which i owed her for like almost 3months?
tmr is gonna be a super long day from 8 to 5...
why cant our fri be a short and sweet one?

anyway, sun gonna watch harry potter and the half-blood prince! hopefully can get tickets...ya know...hmm
that will be after the eye screening in the morning...helping residents to test their eyes? yup hope it's gonna be a pleasant day for all of us girls!

and one more thing, my parents allowed me to go for the cip in laos! i'm sort of happy? but really hope i can go...
gosh i got lots of hopes, but dunno if they turn out good!

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Sunday, July 12, 2009 1:07 AM

majonged today over at shichieh's place, her place was so neat! ...compared to mine...
i won 3 bucks plus? ha, was so funny throughout the game!
cant use type, but have to say it out, so ask me and i shall say!
was discussing yesterday with ym they all, where t have the next class outing. i suggested going Escape theme park, coz most of us will be able to go, no need stay over night, not much of preparations to do, etc.
so, that could be a place!
the last time i went was year years back, boring!
coz i wanted to try out quite alot of stuff my my cousins dun want!
so in the end, din play much...
some papers were given back, but wasn't happy with my results.
but anyway, that aside, for our itp, which will be during our semester 2 sem hols! 6 weeks! ohmy...
without holidays, its disastrous!
that will be in singapore, but there is this other project which i'm interested in...going Laos for CIP...it was sort of another training for us, just that it will be held during jun next year...which will be during our three weeks of holidays. after which will be mst. which means, no time to study for those tests during for the holidays if i were to go over. that was one element for consideration.
i'm quite keen to go, just that i'm worried my parents dun allow. i wanna try out something outside the "comfort zone" i'm living in now. people might think it is something done to waste their time, but i wanna do that. also, i am also worried i cant get a place. i hope we can all get in, the few of us from my class. coz it will be just a great experience!

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009 11:23 PM

today went over to cousin jessie's place to visit Ariel. den unexpectedly, her fren was there too, with a baby girl, just 5 days younger than ariel!
before i knew she was 5 days younger, i thought she was one year old plus! coz she was already 11++ kg and she is only 10+ months...she was almost 4kg when she was born...
both of them were so cute!!
her name is liv, i forgot she chinese name, but she is really big in size
haha
den followed the two families for dinner at i think is bishan?
not very sure, but is near thomson=D

yesterday started a tuition for a K2 girl, teaching chinese...
they were nice, but i hope they wun be like the other parents, either dun pay on time, or suddenly terminate lesson! so scared!

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Saturday, July 4, 2009 1:33 AM

caught 3D Ice Age at marina. not bad, but not as good as expected.
anyway, was funny, and PEACH is CUTE!
and its touching, just not enough to move my tears..
so its the end of the MSTs!
so delighting man! though as the same as before, not as confident.
today went to a great place and really, loved it=D
i wanna watch transformers! and harry potter! and up!
bye! happy me now~

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ello~ this is SHERINE Cher Suan Joo.
Her favoraite day of the whole year is 23rd Apr.
Hates smokers and all creepy crawlies, well basically she is scared of alot of things!
Likes to eat, sleep, shopping, chat and reading(she really does!).
Loves her family.
Cannot do without her Family.
Timid yet daring…contradicting?
Laughs easily and may go on without stopping.
Loves her friends and buddies and also cannot live without them!
She needs her friends to be there so that she can forget all unhappiness and all stress.
She can be very very blur so pardon her if she do get forgetful!
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