Friday, September 4, 2009 11:45 PM
yep, doreen and me! yesterday, 3 sept, went for present searching and lunch and movie!
the proposal was really really really superb!
hilarious, and sweet romance!
i din manage to get my present, coz we kinda spent alot yesterday!
so, my wallet was empty at the end of the day!
yesterday was a nice day out with DO
and tracking back to wed, the last day of year 2 sem 1..HopefullY
we girls went for lunch and wanted to catch a movie. decided on the final destination...but shichieh and DO cannot watch...coz the movie is M18! and they are not 18!
hah, in the end, went for turning pt, was not a very good one, but also not a bad one..so maybe a 3/5?
and today?
what i did?
nth constructive...maybe help with a little bit of house work? yup
but whole day was facing either the com, or the tv, else the iphone...
i find that someone has changed....changed from one whom i thot i knew her quite well (coz we talked alot in the past), till now, almost on the way to being a stranger, or a classmate...
maybe it was me who changed? her? i cant decide. i know i have weird tempers, sometimes get angry over things which people dun think it was worth to be angry with...but that is me... accept it or leave...
yup, people change over time...i do too.
but the question is changing for the better? to become a better fren?
or to change for the worse...to become more drifted from your frens.
its been a long time since i heard anything from her, maybe not exactly long physically, but to me it seems really long...
i have changed, certainly..but i duno if it was a good change. i need my frenz to tell me, whether the change for right or was it wrong to start off with.
is there no long lasting frenship? i believe it exists...
sometimes i am really angry at your actions and the way you talk...but i think that is you, i can only hint you here and there, that "your fren here doesn't like what you said just now, can you please not do it again?" but in the end, you are not getting the hint....so i guess i have to continue...i can only hint, i cant change...coz its you, not something programmed and with just a click and i can change and reformat everything...
empty promises are quite unforgiven, so if you cant fulfil it, dun say it...else you will just hurt someone when she took whatever you said to heart.
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